I wish thing could have been better, but they are what is. I was not wrong for calling the State Police when Edward put that shotgun to my head and pulled the trigger, because I raised him from the age of three until he did that at age seventeen, and on the same night his Mother was arrested for Domestic Violence and five counts of UN-secured weapons. Or throwing the dog across the room, or raging because we wouldn't let you smoke pot. 
 Yes I called the police and I would do it again, because anyone who would do that to someone who raised you and loved you as a Father needs help.
 My daughter is the only one who loses in this whole mess, Maegan Ann Martin my daughter who is less than two miles from my home, her home, and I can't see her just because I called the State Police because I was almost Murdered in front of her by the same people she has to live with, and there is nothing I can do about it.